Hi beautiful, I have found it so hard to be without you since the start of the new year. It's as though now all the stress of last year has ceased I have suddenly realized that you are gone. We will never get to go to the local motor pageant, having missed for various reasons the past four years we had promised ourselves we would go this year. Neither will we get to spend our weekend in Southend or return to St Andrews Church in Shalford. We were going to go back to folkestone and spend the day lying on the beach but now, sadly, that won't happen. I miss you so much, more than I think anyone realizes. You were my everything darling. Love you xxxxxxx
Sue
5th January 2014